Day 14, 29 of April - Is this it?

I don't know what to write. I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know what to do, and no one can do something to change the way things are going. It's my fault, maybe because i didn't realize what i was doing. But i wasted all my opportunities. I hoped not, but i think this is it.

Day 13, 19 of March - How could I be so heartless?

Not even if my tears were as much as an ocean, not even if i ran all over the world twice, not even if i could see the future, not even if knew how to speak all the known and unknown languages in the world, not even if i could move mountains, not even if i was as fast as light, not even if i could live for ever, not even if i was the richest person in the world, not even if i die, not even if i was as stronger as iron, not even if i knew the most important persons in the world, not even if i was invincible... Only if i could change the past...

Asdrubal

Day 12, 10 of February - The return of the Writer.

It's been more than a month since 2011 began, and i never felt needing to write here... As you can get from my other texts, I usually write when I'm in a bad mood, not because I'm rude, well, sometimes doh, but because I'm feeling down. And this week, hum, I'm very willing to get to a happy ending, at lest the end. Everything went wrong. Only the beginning wasn't that bad, but from then after, I rip off some hundreds of hairs 'cause of stress. I just wanted some days away from here, like the the amazing week in summer that made me forget all my responsibilities, and I had someone that I really wanted, on my side. I just hope that I'll live those days again...

Asdrubal