Day 18, 13 of February - The summer of 2010.

The fray, Heartless; Train, Hey soul sister; Nicolaj Grandjean, Heroes and saints; these are the musics that remind me my summer of 2010, and that's the only reason why I don't want to hear them any more. I wrote in my english composition that: if I knew where Comenius Project would lead me, I wouldn't have join it. My teacher asked me if it was true, and I said no, it was just to rime, but deep inside my stupid head, I knew it was truth, but just like in the summer, I didn't have the guts to face reality. And now, because of that, I have my past hunting me down, always there... If someone reads this shit will know that it was in that summer, precisely when I act like stupid and push away the one and only I loved the most, that I started this blog. I don't want everyone to read it. I just want to tell "someone" in this case, something, or I would just explode. There was a person that almost always believed in my, that kept next to me the hole time. Thank you.

Day 17, 12 of December - Give up? That's not for me.

If I could have a button, it would be 'rewind' , so I could learn with my mistakes and think twice about my choices, and again, and again until it was perfect.

There are no endings, just new beginnings. You choose.

Day 16, 5 of November - She's always MY woman to me...

Sometimes, we look back and we just don't know how that happen... It's such a mess, and then we want to go back and fix things, but it's not possible for us to do so, and we desperate, we feel useless, impotent, powerless, week. We feel 'we' are not 'us' anymore. And that, because we made the wrong choices, we left who we mustn't leave. We become less and less 'us', when we lose who we love. When that happens, no matter which and how many friends you have, you get lonely, you become no one.

Do not do the wrong choices, and if you do, admit them and fight to get everything as it used to be, just perfect...

Asdrubal