Day 8, 30 of September - Does time heal everything?

Everybody knows this expression: "Oh, don't worry, time will heal everything." BUT, is it true? Unfortunately, I don't believe it. There will be little things for the rest of our lives that will remember us those bad moments, those bad choices we took. Those small things will make us regret about it, but will make us remember the person we were, the mistakes we did, and I bet it will help us not to repeat them again. Today I had one of those moments. It was embarrassing, like those moments when someone punishes you when you do something wrong. and you know it, there is no escape. I would do anything to forget everything i said or did of wrong, and i know it is a lot. Hopefully, i have someone to forgive me.



Day 7, 18 of September - Am i an athlete?

My life looks like a foot race, sometimes I just want to give up, but my opponents, my obstacles keep me alive, and i re-born when i see the goal, my objective. But then i die, when the goal keep the distance, when i see it getting more and more distant. It's hard when you have nothing to rely on, when our believes just, puf. . .



Day 6, 12 of September - Choices

Our lifes are made of choices. Easy ones, difficult ones, inevitable ones, etc. The ones I consider the hardest are the no-return, the ones when you hurt someone, and the ones you know you have to obey, knowing you'll get hurt. I'll give you an example of the last one. Someone i know told me this:

"There's a book, that it is about two people, a boy and a girl, that love each other very much, true love (the one that a lot of people believe that doesn't exist, well, here it is you cynics). The girl is very sick, in a very bad condition, and she begs for him to stop the suffering, by killing her. She asks him to shoot her. And in the end, he does it..."

I started to think to myself, if i was that boy... My life, now, is so dam easy, comparing to his. If she was that sick, with no way possible to get better...If she was suffering...I could do it, but then, i would end with my own suffering too.